The More And More

The more I take time to understand myself, the more I realize that I may not be ready for a relationship as I thought I would be.

Geeze. it’s a lot of work. In fact…I’m a lot of work!

Don’t get me wrong, I believe I’m worth it and I got it going on in allllll areas, but I’m still a work in progress.

Aren’t we all….

That’s why I stopped looking and rushing and waiting impatiently for mr. right man for me.

I learned to chill and just Be.

Sipping my Starbucks peppermint tea.

Leaving my maroon lipstick stain on the lid.

Eyes big and wide open, but paying attention to nothing but invisible space in time.

I stare so hard into nothing that I get lazy eyed

Looking like Crazy eyes…

My oh my…

But I’m just chillen. Taking my time. Working on me.

Cuz I get fleshy. I get spiritual too!

I gets deep. And I get shallow.

Hmmmmmm….thoughts pondered

-Peace Out Ya’ll

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